I Am Back...

Back Again... Blogging... After much persuasion from my new Lao Pa(Duncan CCC)... Really naggy... Ha...ha... Sorry about that...

Anyway, went to Mac and study today, with a friend of mine... Well, met him from a mutual friend of mine... Guess he is really sweet and nice... Today was really bad due to that song of mine, can't even complete my studies properly and cried... Hai~!!!... Why are you so emotional girl?? Its over... Stop thinking about him... STOP!!!... STOP!!!... STOP!!!...

Well, that friend of mine, he is really sweet... Follow me along the way at the expense of his time... Really feel bad of it... Just don't know how to repay him back... Guess all he say is he is a willing party... Today too, not feeling well, and he support me along the way... Why Why Why?? Some people can be so nice to me, while the others are not... Maybe I am just selfish... Plus, he have problems himself, yet he is willing to listen to mine... Never to treat me so well, if not I will fall for you... Just so much I wanted to tell him, yet I am not willing too... Why Why Why??

Always asking myself, am I a flirt?? Do people like me deserve to be love?? Are we really worth the time of others?? Sometimes, I just feel bad... I know that he is just romantic, yet I am still willing... Why Why Why?? Why are you so dumb??

Guess pouring out my feelings here is the best way to relieve my stress and strain that is on me... A place that is only read, and not spoken... Thank you Lao Pa... Guess I own you one...

Sadness...

Finally... I am writing again... After almost one week... Did not have the time... The reason? Will be revealed at the bottom...

After 3 years and almost 5 months, my wonderful maid has left... The other news is, my family is not hiring a maid anymore... Therefore, you can imagine all the housework I have to do(Of course my family too)... Well, without a maid, is also a good thing... After all, we save a lot by not hiring a maid... Pros and cons...

When she left, sadness feel that air... After all, she was a very good girl... She did not mess around, do the chores, keep the house clean, and learn English to communicate with the family... She also always listen to my grumble whenever I am troubled or sad... She was a very good girl, my mum always say... It is a pity that she left... However, we have all grown up, a maid will not be necessary anymore... Thinking back, we have altogether 9 maids... It started when I was borned... Therefore, for my 17 years, there was always a maid to help me and take care of me... Now, it is time for me to be independent and take care of the house myself... Anyway, my family is actually very lucky... All the maid was good, except for 1... That bad egg was sack after 3 months after she was impatient with me(That time I was a kid)... Anyway, pictures of my maid will be posted(After I finished fixing my hello)...

Well, on wednesday, went to become a cupid... Help to bring flowers and puzzle to my friend... However, things don't turn out well... Hai~!!! Don't wish to say anything... Just hope that everything will turn out fine with him...

Selamat Hari Raya Puasa

Yoz... I am blogging again... Suddenly so frequent right... What a rare sight of seeing me doing that... Anyway, BoiBoi is Back!!! Ha...ha... So happy... Feeling quite sad at first de... As something happen to my beloved friend, however seeing his face lit up my face... Wahaha... Went to Swensen with him to have dinner... Waited for him for quite a while, as finally he is late, and don't laugh ok, I am early... Ha...ha... Whatever... Ah_ma now in high spirit, even though I am tired... Anyway, after blogging, me go to my wonderful spring bed and ZzZz...

Well, on my way to Causeway Point(where I met BoiBoi), saw a big group of Malays boarding the Mrt... They all seem to be relatives, however one thing that can be differentiate that they come from different family are their clothes... Each member of the family will wear the same colour... For example, a family they will all wear yellow, the other family will wear green... I do not know is that an important customs in the Malays, but their first impression was unity in the family... Somehow it is unique in some ways, as I don't see it in other races... When it comes to Chinese New Year, most of all is that we don't wear black, mostly we don't wear the same clothes... Maybe, Chinese should adopt such a way...

Anyway, what does Hari Raya really means... Being a Singaporean for 17 years, finally out of curiousity, I ask my maid... I think mostly in everybody's mind(non-malays I mean), Hari Raya is like Chinese New Year, giving out hong paos(red packets), visiting families, have dinner or lunch tomorrow, etc... However, the real meaning of Hari Raya Puasa is actually forgiveness... What mistakes you have done in that year, Hari Raya Puasa is the day where you repend all your mistakes to all your family members and friends, and ask them for forgiveness... It is actually a meaningful day... As a Chinese, I don't see we have any such festival... Mostly I think, getting the hong pao is more important, or gossiping on how your children is coping... Maybe, we should really learn something from the Malays... Even though to them is a religion, but it is a good example set to all people...

Well, even though their is no such festival(in Chinese or Indians), we should learn not only that day to repend ourselves, but to do it always once a mistake it done... Forgiveness is something that everybody should learn too... Like this, a world will become a better place....

(Smell of the bed... TEMPTING...) Got to go...

Missing You...

Well, feel like writing today... Nothing else better to do... Been slacking too much... Ha...ha... Busy in the day, slack in the night... What a life style eh... Anyway, miss you today... Ha...ha... Never felt such a way for quite a while... Always when someone went overseas, the eager of missing someone is very small, however this time, the eager is great... Suddenly, when working around the streets with my friend(Erik), I just hope the person beside me is you... Crazy right... Ha...ha... Of course, my friend hope that the me is somebody else... Anyway, good luck to you my Er Zi... Don't think so much and spoil your mood... Be your best that day...

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Mum's Birthday & Back From Holiday...

Anyway, just came back from Kuala Lumper(Just in case you don't know, it is in Malaysia)... Went with my parents since both of them are so "ON" to go there... As usual, nothing much to do over there, just walk and shop... Nothing to buy also... Came back with just a few clothings and a soft toy for BoiBoi... Instead of going there to buy some branded stuff, the unbranded is more cheaper... The branded stuff is actually more expensive than those in Singapore(Can you IMAGINE!!)... Anyway, stay at the Crown Princesses, a really horrible hotel... They don't have standard settings for the necessity of the room... My room have toothbrush and paste whereas my brother's room don't have... Ha...ha... Plus, the shower head have problem... My brother's room have no hot water, and mine, not strong enough... Can you IMAGINE again, that it is a FIVE STAR HOTEL!!!... Well, came back... Back to the comfort of my own home... Ha...ha... There are some pictures taken of the place, once it is send to my comp, I will post here...

10th & 11th November
10th of November, is my mum's birthday... Of course this important day, must show our appreciation, I and my brother brought a Durian(Her favourite) ice-cream cake for her(Yoz... Still owe me money, better pay me back)... Then like the usual, in the evening, went to eat Tony Romas together... I order the usual ribs... Still feel that it still taste the best...

Then the next day, Deepavali, went up to my aunty house to celebrate my Mum's birthday... The usual, they go there play mahjong, then the kids just slack around and sleep... Ha...ha... After that, went to this Punggol Seafood Restaurant to eat... It was really economical... We have to walk to our destination... Ha...ha... Therefore, by the time we walk there, we are all starving... Ha...ha... Anyway, ordered rice, mee goreng, etc... Not forgetting, the pepper crab(However, can't take a photograph of it)... Here are some of the pictures taken there... Mostly my family member... Ha...ha... Anyway, Happy Selamat Hari Raya for all the Malays... Ha...ha..


Menu...


The Leftover... Ha...ha... 


My cousin... (Yan Ling)


My 5th & 7th Aunt...


My Biao Jie & Her Mum...


My Uncle...


My 4th Aunt.. 


My Jiu Mu...  


Of course... My WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL MUM!!!

Reflections...

Yoz... Here I am... Back again to blog... Its been almost two weeks I guess that I have blog... Have to blame this stupid blogger, for creating so many problems... However, looks find again, therefore, better take this opportunity to blog...

Reflections
Well, forgotten which day... Did a stupid thing with Boiboi... Met him for dinner... After that, he keep on saying that he wanted the Adidas top so much, that we actually rush down all the way to Orchard Paragon, jay walk across the Orchard Road with so many cars, ran along the crowded street, hop the escalator, and to our luck, the shop is still open... Finally, brought the shirt... Ha...ha... Crazy act that day...

Finally also, the exams are over... I think the paper that I have the most confident will be Apchem, follow by the CPPA... The MIP, memorise so many thing, in the end, also all forget... Too many junks to memorise, in the end, forgotten all, don't know what to write... Well, wish me luck... Just hope that I don't have to repeat any module...

Anyway, must thank Bernard and Ben for teaching me... If not for them, I also will not be able to do the recycling process... Thank you very much... Also apologise to you guys especially to Isaac... Did not mean to put you guys in an awkward situation... Did not mean to blow temper to you guys... Hope you all understand... Thanks for all your support also... Plus Boiboi, for being so understanding...

Yesterday, went down to sqs to teach band... Not many juniors were there... However, see a vast improvement... Now, they are able to play through the comp piece... I believe they have practice hard enough to make the music listenable... At least, can hear all the parts clearly... Now is just the balance and cleaniness... Keep up the good work guys... You are all doing a great job... Plus, the set piece by Jocab De Hann is also nice... Managable... However, definitely show some difficulty... Keep up with the hardwork ok... Next year, the gold will still be yours... Put up your best effort... Love you band...

Well, thats all... Nothing to write anyway... Ha...ha... Anyway, please fill in some comments on my chatterbox... It is so quiet... Ha...ha...


The Number of Tissues That I Have Used When I Have Flu...


Two Basket...  

A Sigh Of Relieve...

At last, I can finally create a normal post... Blogspot has some stupid problems which do not allow me to blog properly... Therefore, sorry for the delay guys...

Finally, can heave a sigh of relieve... Worried about Boiboi till I can't sleep well last night... Having a bad flu, eaten medicine yet, all don't seems to work... Can't sleep till 4+... Woke up in time to prepare myself... Went down to the same place(Yuhua Mac) to MUG... Just study and study, drown myself with work... Try not to think so much...

At around 9+, he message me... Wow... Can breathe easily... He seems fine, at least physically... Can finally lay down my head and rest for one day(Phew)... However, emotionally unstable still remains... Just don't know what to do to tell him or console him... Maybe, I am just not a good problem solver, so should say, the "Couldn't Be Bothered" character has been build in me... (Happen when I quarrel with my brother over the computer... Suddenly feel myself really couldn't be bothered even when it is my personnal thing... Useless bugger... [Smack mine lian!!])

Well, talk to his ex-gf... Talking to her, makes me feel very small... She seems to understand him from head to toe... Whereas, I am still caught in the middle of no where, still trying to figure out... Maybe the difference of time that she has been in a relationship with him and me in a relationship with him(Me, two months, she, three years)... Or maybe, the difference in character... Whatever it is, good to hear advices from her... Notes taken... I will remember them(My very best with STM memory)... Still, time is there, if the relationship is mean to last long, then I will sure get to find out about him myself... Now, just stuck in the middle, confused, stunned, shocked and hurt... Four in one...

Don't wish to talk about it anymore... The flu is getting worst... Got to go and rest... Anyway, someone having the same blog address and nick as me... What a coincidence... Ha...ha... Save her address at my blog, go and take a look... Ha...ha...

Friendship, a friend or foe?

Friendship, a gift given to every person in the world... No matter how lonely you can be, you still have a friend stand by you, to support you and care for you... Thats what friends are for bab...

However, friendship have many criteria, and I always believe there is three... The three most important key to maintain a friendship, Trust, Understanding & Compromise... Which are also the most difficult to fulfill... I am lucky enough to meet up with buddies who have fulfill the three main criteria, and also proud of myself, for maintaining that three key too...

However, not many people are fortunate like me...Friendship is like Love... There is give in and take out... Some people give in a lot, while the other partner take out more, vise versa... However, should friendship be weigh? I am not sure myself... Maybe, it is true that everything has its value, friendship too... Like dollar and coins, everything has a price tag...

Trust, Understanding & Compromise are the heaviest prices in Friendship... If one falls, all will fall together... They are interlink... Thats why the price is heavy for each one... No one is perfect, thats why the three comes in... Maybe now the three is being interchangeable with my buddies, thats why our friendship is always happy and enjoyable... However, if one key falls, then everything will be different... Just hope that it will never happen, and still remain at this moment...

Friendship, complex yet simple... What is really is? I am not sure myself... At this very moment, it is still a friend to me, but at the next, it maybe a foe... But then, treasure it... As it will bring you happiness and lessons that you will never learn in a textbook...